The consciousness, pushing and pulling, control.
Relentlessly pushing and pulling. Control.
Relentlessly controlling.
And I talk of peace.
And I talk of surrender.
And I talk of faith.
And I talk of God.
And I talk of emptiness.
And yet, there is only controlling.
Control my world.
Control my thoughts.
Control my breath.
Control my chi.
Control my partner, training partner, opponent.
Training to control.
Training everyday.
Relentlessly training myself to seek more refined levels of control……
And I talk of peace ….