Someone asked me the other day:
“Do you still have it, Andy?”.
Meaning, can I still throw someone around, or subtly manipulate them with little to no effort.
I couldn’t care less, as it has zero significance.
However, if he had asked “Do I still have it ?” , as in ‘am I still releasing the urge to control, releasing the habitual contraction in my consciousness?’
…. then yes , it is still my primary focus, function, and it is still a work in progress.